Why does it have to be so difficult?

I still believe that love should not be so difficult. If the two of you are meant to be together, then things should be falling into place.

I had hoped that would be the case for us. But it's not.

We are not even officially together yet, and things are already so complicated. We are like in a merry-go-round. Always running after the other, but never quite meeting somewhere, anywhere.

We have been on this ride for a looong time. When are we ever gonna get off and finally meet for real? I don't mean physically, though I do enjoy your company when we are together.

But on an emotional, intellectual, spiritual level - we never quite seem to be in the same place at the same time. Things just seem to always go wrong for us, for one reason or another.

Does it mean we are not meant to be?

I do not know the answer to this yet. Do you? If you do, please tell me, because this is getting really, really painful already.

I love you, but...

That line in a song keeps popping up on my head - "Sometimes, love just ain't enough"