Why I miss having a boyfriend

I know I did the right thing in letting go of a relationship that's doomed to fail. I've already come to terms with the fact that we're not meant for each other. 

He was not my first boyfriend, but I think he was my first love. I have never felt that way with anyone before, and Im scared that I wont feel that way with anyone again. I dont even miss him anymore, because he is a different person now from the man i fell in love with 4 years ago. I just miss the way we used to be...

- I miss having someone to hug at the end of a stressful day at work
- I miss having someone to call or text when I want to share something special that happened in my day, 
- I miss having someone in my corner whenever I got into a fight, no matter how petty it was
- I miss having someone offering to punch the lights out of anyone who hurt me
- I miss having someone willing to talk to me all the time, at any hour of the day, whenever I felt like it
- I miss having someone to cuddle and comfort me whenever I feel like crying
- I miss having someone I can run to when I have a disagreement with my family and am not in the mood to go home
- I miss having someone to call whenever there’s some heavy lifting to be done at home or at work 
- I miss having someone to call and pick me up whenever I needed someone to take me home, for whatever reason
- I miss having someone telling me how beautiful and lovable I was while Im wearing dirty and torn house clothes 
- I miss having someone making efforts to cheer me up when Im down, even if it makes him look like a clown
- I miss having someone willing to do household and appliance repairs for free… hehe
- I miss having someone to talk me out of crazy ideas, even if he knows it will lead to a dumb argument which he’d have to apologize for later
- I miss having someone. Period.